Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?

deviantART

 

i want...

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 7:44 PM
ugh.


to shoot someone.

preferably myself.

things just seem to be getting worse.
and i thought i was getting my shit together.

i guess not.



clubs

:icondeviantartsecret::icondigital-art-club::iconeliteartists::iconlost-souls-poetry::iconmanipulatethis::iconphotomanips-club:
I give these clubs permission to post any of my works, that I send in, into their galleries.
  • Mood: Miserable

alors le temps.

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 1, 2009, 6:44 PM
ugh.


i turned 18 monday.

quite exciting, i must say.
i'm going to get a tattoo soon. not sure of what yet but i know i want it on my upper back. any suggestions? i like music, turtles and eyes.

i'm also getting my cartilage pierced on both ears. which will total my piercings to 8. nice.

umm...my week has been ok.
i have a lot of stuff due and i'm rather stressing about my grades.
and trying to go to so many concerts this month.

the best fran got my blink 182 tickets. i'm so excited. we are going to have a blast.
plus the boy of my dreams will be there.

major plus.

but yeah. school is school.
life is life.
it goes.

and moods aren't working. hmm...



clubs

:icondeviantartsecret::icondigital-art-club::iconeliteartists::iconlost-souls-poetry::iconmanipulatethis::iconphotomanips-club:
I give these clubs permission to post any of my works, that I send in, into their galleries.
  • Mood: Isolated

i can't

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 13, 2009, 12:58 PM
ugh.


and i won't let it get to me.

i won't i won't i won't.

but anywho.

i got a new puppy. his name's harley.

he's my little trooper. go look at his picture.


i should be cleaning my room. but i'm in a bit of a mood.
maybe it will help.
so much is on my mind.

i'm ready for this week to be over.

i'm ready for drummer boy to be mine.

i'm ready to have my dog back.

i'm ready to leave.

as you all can probably guess. da has become something of an annoyance to me. i can't seem to find my center anymore.

maybe i need a break.

or a dd.

i feel like i'm in one of those m. c. escher paintings. walking up and down stairs but going in cirlces.

i need a break.



clubs

:icondeviantartsecret::icondigital-art-club::iconeliteartists::iconlost-souls-poetry::iconmanipulatethis::iconphotomanips-club:
I give these clubs permission to post any of my works, that I send in, into their galleries.
  • Mood: Isolated

wait. what?

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 30, 2009, 3:59 PM
ugh.


after the months of being so lonely.
i think my dad is ready to get a new dog.

we went looking yesterday at the humane society but didn't see any we liked. they were all WAY too big.

so today i go into petsmart and behold a gorgeous sandy colored cocker spaniel.
i figured dad wouldn't like her anyway.

so a few minutes ago dad said he also went to petsmart.
how coincidental.
and he says "did you see that cocker spaniel?"
of course i did. i couldn't stop thinking about her.
lo and behold neither could he.
and this is coming from a man who swore he didn't want any other dog than a jack russel terrier.

so. i think we might get a cocker spaniel.

i'm just excited to get a new dog.

i'm guessing that we'll go to the humane society on tuesday and look at her again. since petsmart gets their dogs from them.

gah. i'm so ready for a dog.

oh and i've been painting like a mad woman lately.
i started like last tuesday and have painted 6 pictures since then.
i'm obsessed.
they will be on here soon. i promise.

love everyone. have a great week!



clubs

:icondeviantartsecret::icondigital-art-club::iconeliteartists::iconlost-souls-poetry::iconmanipulatethis::iconphotomanips-club:
I give these clubs permission to post any of my works, that I send in, into their galleries.
  • Mood: Adoration

school continues.

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 26, 2009, 3:16 AM
ugh.


last week it began.
and now it continues.

ah how i feel so much better. no work. nothing to do after school but hang out with myself and my friends.

i can finally see drummer boy everyday.

i can't wait for my 18th birthday party so he can be in my control!

he's finally talking to me a lot now. god i'm so happy.

i haven't been this happy in a long time. roughly a year.

it feels good.



clubs

:icondeviantartsecret::icondigital-art-club::iconeliteartists::iconlost-souls-poetry::iconmanipulatethis::iconphotomanips-club:
I give these clubs permission to post any of my works, that I send in, into their galleries.
  • Mood: Adoration

Shoutboard

Stuff Made for Me
By my best friend love :icongwenavhyeuranastasia:

By my other best friend :iconangelwings-goldhalo:

By the wonderful :iconwobblyheadedsylar:

By the very nice :iconmustang05svt:


Stamps



My Friends' Stamps:
:thumb109226458: :thumb109216173:


100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Shoutbox

=Jamaal10:iconJamaal10:
:bucktooth:
Tue Jun 9, 2009, 1:55 PM
~midnight-loki:iconmidnight-loki:
"Rich girls" like the song :)
Sun Jun 7, 2009, 7:19 PM
=GwenavhyeurAnastasia:iconGwenavhyeurAnastasia:
absolutely. we're all jealous.
Wed May 6, 2009, 7:47 PM
=catieisavampire159:iconcatieisavampire159:
so rich in love and hot guys you mean?
Sat Apr 11, 2009, 7:46 PM
=GwenavhyeurAnastasia:iconGwenavhyeurAnastasia:
oh yeah catie. you're so rich.
Sat Apr 11, 2009, 1:12 PM
=catieisavampire159:iconcatieisavampire159:
rich girl?
Mon Apr 6, 2009, 3:32 PM
~midnight-loki:iconmidnight-loki:
hey rich girls !!
Thu Apr 2, 2009, 9:26 AM
=catieisavampire159:iconcatieisavampire159:
you know it baby.
Thu Mar 26, 2009, 3:16 PM
=GwenavhyeurAnastasia:iconGwenavhyeurAnastasia:
sex + drugs < catie.
Mon Mar 23, 2009, 6:28 PM
=catieisavampire159:iconcatieisavampire159:
aww i love you too. and NEVER!!!!!!
Thu Mar 19, 2009, 6:34 PM

Journal History

active watchers? 

100%
80 deviants said me!

Site Map